"Are you still holding on to your integrity? Curse God and die!"

Job. One of my favorite books of the Bible. Job. A man who KNEW hard time, and yet his faith was unshakable. I wish I had a pinch of that faith. This week I have seriously considered listening to the not so wise advice of Job's wife. I extremely am homesick, I have been in major pain, and I just don't want to be at school any longer; not to mention I just am tired of people that just want to run their mouths and put others down. I guess I just wanted a big pity party. As I was winning to God, I started to recall Job's story. He had it way worse than I probably ever will, and yet his faith never moved. I can't say that. I was ready to give in, to completely step out of a plan God made very clear to me just because "I" am not completely happy-go-lucky. While I am still homesick, and all those other things, I am determined to seek the Lord for contentment.  I want to hold strong to my "integrity" and "Praise God and Live!!!"